I caved!!!

I want to slap myself. It is not my fault that it is on sale and that I've a soft spot for backless clothes...

GAHHHHHHH!

Baby, It's Getting Cold Outside

Inferiority Complex/Good At Nothing

As a child, I have always been told I would be destined for great things if I work hard and use my potential to the maximum but I was wrong. I was always compared to someone else who did this better, who behaved better, who looked better. A test score of 90? Not good enough, n got 97. And when I tried my best, I fell short of my expectations of great things I was supposedly meant for.

Nothing was ever good enough.

And I know this is why I always feel so nervous, so unconfident and I'm always more inferior than everyone else so why try when I'm going to be terrible anyways?

Absolutely Terrified

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I'm scared of dying.

trash

Funny how just one thing just trigger me off. I felt insanely insecure, unattractive like I'm the ugliest object to manifest in this world. I could not stand being at work because I feel everyone is looking at me and thinking the same way so I got off work as early as I could so I could hide at home. I know it is quite ridiculous and exaggerated but I can't help the way I feel. 

That's just the way it goes.

White Dresses

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I've a thing for them.