Most times, I just feel like I'm the only person in the friendship who ever does anyone. The only person who tries to keep the thread alive by writing, e-mailing, one time, even going to her place to hand deliver to letter to be told she's not home and not heard anything since.
I don't give a fuck anymore. And yes, it makes me sad. Very, very sad to know that I pretty much won't be able to find and have any friends, real friends. Am I the only person feeling this way?
