My new baby

 

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Ring Binge

 

Bought them today within the span of 15mins.

Nobody in this world. I was never like this.

I know I constantly buy lots of trivial material things. Things to surround myself, to blind myself time to time from seeing the loneliness. ALONE. ALONE. ALONE. Words. Words I see going in circles in my head. I realized I pretty much have nobody here. All I have is him, my mom, my 2 cats and my soulmates who are so, so, so far away. I'm always so paranoid of him leaving me and I've nothing. Not even God can save me then. People. Friends. What are they when I don't even know how to interact or talk to anyone anymore? I just get angry. So angry that I start smashing and throwing things around. People don't know how to deal, people walk away, people leave and once again, I'm alone. Left alone to clean up my broken pieces.

Ring affinity

 

Dolphin ring (1st from top right) : Given to me by my soulmate when I moved away from Cambodia.

21st ring (3rd row, 2nd ring from left) : Given to me by my mom.

Two love heart ring (3rd row, 3rd from left) : Bought for myself when I was feeling really lonely and wanted a boyfriend.

Little beaded ring (middle ring from last row) : Given to me by my sister when she was in Burma.

 

credits Google, 3

 Will be getting this soon.

Perfect hiding spot

Home is where the heart is

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