Post Holiday

Post holiday, a week later I'm now pescatarian. I've completely cut out chicken and pork out of my diet. So far so good but it's still pretty early on. Strangely, today is taco tuesdays and I LOVE chicken tacos and was a bit apprehensive of bean tacos. But I didn't crave chicken at all. It's like my brain just switched off.

I've started back into my better eating diet and when I feel more settled, I'm going back into running again. I've signed up for pole dancing again :) Also have to get back into stretch classes.

Yay yay to summer! x

CW: 61 (before meals) - 62 (after meals)
GW: 56
IW: 54

Giving myself till Dec!

i don't understand why we keep doing this.

fight. i go to toilets to pretend to pee and cry in silence/go to bed and cry facing away from him.

go out into the living room/wake up the next day

and we're all good again.

wtf is this shit.

i don't know how long i can do this.

games

too old for this shit. last night was ridiculous. ridiculously good and bad.

you kept coming up to me and telling me you love me. and no, i dont want to hear this shit.

i came all the way just to see you. but what did you do? absolutely fuck all. at the end, you went into your best mate's room while he's having sex. and you apparently just laid there and then maybe perhaps had a 3 or 4some. wtf.

i was so disgusted. it's so disrespectful.

i dont want to see you again.

or do i?

FML

I've gotten fat.

recent purchases

credits: topshop.com

This just popped up on my newsfeed. OF COURSE THE BIKE WAS STOLEN. Why, thank you Capt Obvious! Don't understand how retards like this manage to still walk on the streets and not be knocked down by a car.

Filthy Kids

Well, since the silly little kids that I worked with don't clean up after themselves. They think there is a magic cleaning fairy who cleans up after them. Management has taken away the microwave, dishes and cutlery away. The latter 2 don't bother me at all since I always bought my own BUT I NEED A microwave! I can't justify spending $10 on lunches every single day.

So... this is my meal plan (lunch only) for the week
Tues: Tacos (only 1.90 at salsas!)
Wed: Tuna salad with pine nuts, tomato, sweet corn and cucumber
Thurs: Couscous salad w chicken, tomato, cucumber, chickpeas and baby spinach
Fri: Pasta salad w bacon, potato, cucumber
Sat: Ham, cheese and mayo sandwich

Woop! Sounds like a plan to me.