I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET MYSELF INTO SITUATIONS WHERE I AM ALWAYS THE PERSON WHO GETS HURT. 

DON'T EVEN SEE THE POINT OF ANYTHING ANYMORE. SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO CRAWL INTO A HOLE AND DIE. FUCK EVERYONE. FUCK ME.

And I realized that I'm really all alone.

No family, no Christine, no Eunbi.

And this is all there is.

crossroads.

  At this point of my life, I'm 24 and I've ZERO clue of what I'm going to do career wise. I'm now working in 2 casual jobs, looking for full time work. I've a degree which you know what? I don't even give a shit about. I only went to uni because my parents wanted me to, because it felt like a supposed natural progression. In the end, what was the damn point?

  I realized our parents' way of thinking are stuck in this paradigm where having a degree is everything but it is not, it was back in their times, back in our grandparents' time where having a degree means you're guaranteed to have a well-paid job but at our age and now, having a degree means fuck all.

  Sometimes, I don't even know why I care when everything comes to an end anyways.

Today's wrist candy

Splurge or Steal

One Teaspoon Black Lagoon Dress $169.95

Keepsake Borrowed Heart Dress $109

Not again!

All mine!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

:) I'm smiling but my bank account is not and I'm sure my boyfr would not be either!

5 reps of 1.5min run & 45seconds walk
20min stretch
1min calf raises
1min tricep dips
20x step ups each leg

1 cup of chocolate ice cream
nutella sandwich
eggs, bacon, aparagus & mushrooms
dins dins: organic soba w snow peas, beans, soy garlic chicken.